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im just so so angry.
and i hardly get angry. just ask bingxin.
all the four years in my ip life she has never seen me angry.
not once.

you are such a spoilt brat.
you need to learn to fight for what you want.



today is one of those terrible days that will seem okay after a good nights' sleep.



anyway.
party at sams house was fun fun fun!
stupid pig games, where we dont talk to each other and get screwed for talking to each other,
hide and seek in which mer and me ended up in some muddy patch together,
and foosball (is that how its spelt) !!!
highlight of the day.
ip girls vs mainstream girls.
and
ip girls vs mainstream guys!!
we got so high, crazy and sweaty playing foosball i felt as if i had too much to drink.
we dont have to drink to get high =)





today was just such a bad day.
our match was so screwed up its one of the worst times that we have ever played.
and it was the worst match/training match in my whole entire life.
ive never played so badly before, not even for the nus match.
seriously it sucks to be injured, and move so slowwwwwwwly, when floorballs a game about speed.
and because i was so slow, i think i kinda panicked cause my speed is usually a huge advantage for me.
i can usually get to the ball before the forwards, and i hardly lose the ball.
but today, was just...
so since i panicked, i screwed up my stickwork and tactical play as well.
it sucks to go off court and everyone's telling you its okay when it was obviously NOT OKAY.




sigh.




we will be terrific on monday =)








and then.

i wanted to buy lunch and guess what i have no money!!
haha. so thats the 2nd screw up of the day.




and then.

my mum had to tell me she forgot to book the bbq pit.
i was like, "WHATTTTTTTTTT???!!!!!"
i asked her to book this morning and to not forget since for the past week i have been coming home in the evenings and the management closed at 530 so i didnt have the chance to book.
and it closes at noon on saturdays and is closed on sundays.



my first thought was, "i am so screwed, ziyin is sooooo gonna kill me."
and if you know ziyin, you will know what i mean. =)
so i imediately called bingxin to tell her how screwed i was how ziyin was going to kill me and she ascertain the fact. lol



so thats screw up number three.
funny how some days can be almost perfect while others are just so so screwed up.



so i had to find a backup plan, which gloria helped, and tell ziyin about the LACK OF A BBQ PIT FOR A BBQ.
AND AND AND
guess what.
she went, "its okay. we can always cook in your kitchen and eat by the pool =)"
ehh. as how we used to write in primary school - shock arose in me and i stared at the message in stunned silence.
ahahahha.



so maybe my screwed up day cant get anymore screwed up.
im gonna lock myself in the room and mug.
so no other screw ups can happen =)



besides my screwed up day is uncomparable to the many many screwed up days of others living in some unfortunate part of this world.

and im sure tomorrow will be a better day.

so maybe i should just stop thinking about how screwed up the first half of my day was and enjoy the second half.

mugging math.

sigh.

today is one of those ordinarily happy days.

it didnt start out very happy.
training was going well as usual, when suddenly i was reaching for the ball and i felt my ankle gave way.
my first thought was, "omg shit, this cant be happening."
such an ironic situation. it was just last week that i brought mer to the sinseh and was thinking to myself - thank goodness it issnt me, its just too bad a timing to sprain an ankle, what with three weeks till nationals.
AND THEN.
i had to go sprain my ankle.
the whole situation is almost hilarious actually.
im just glad that it wasnt a bad sprain.

after training mer and i went to see the sinseh together.
we took cab. and then we both hobbled to the sinseh's clinic.
just imagine.
two girls holding sticks, hobbling side by side.
and wait. theres more.

okay lets start right from the beginning. (story telling time)
these two girls met each other in primary five as classmates and became good friends.
oh well like all stories, things dont always turn out well.
they left for seperate schools after their PSLE exam, but two years later end up in the same school again taking the same IP course.
whats more, both girls ended up joining the same two ccas,
as violinists in the string ensemble, went for syf together, and ended up quitting strings for floorball.
after seven months, both girls ended up as captain and vice captain of their loved sport, and led the team for nationals 2008.
they got the same grip, so happened to both break their blades and got the same coloured blades, and at the beginning of this year got the same pair of asics shoes.
and then in the most crucial month of june, they both sprain their ankles.
i tell you, i bet it was the shoes.
i mean. whats the likelyhood of BOTH the captain and the vice captains spraining their ankles?
next to zero.
and then today, both had to go to 6th avenue to meet their respective best friends so they took a cab there, continually lamenting on the absurdity of the situation.

this girl, melissa tham, is really special to me.
eight years of friendship, and still going strong. =)
we are not best friends, were never best friends, and i believe never will be.
we are innately similar in so many ways, yet drastically different as well.
we have similar beliefs, similar value systems, similar goals in life.
and our destinies seem to cross paths ever so often.
but yet, we arent exactly the same 'type' of people, if you know what i mean.
i dont really know how to put it,
but what i do know is we are going to be friends for a long, long time.

and this year, this year is going to be a special chapter in our lives.
dearest mer, i do hope this chapter will have our fairy tale ending, the way we have always wanted it to be.
such that when we start off our next chapter, it will be a fairy tale beginning.



met up with munyee today.
i havent seen her for almost a year.
we just had so much to talk about, updates of our latest life events, gossips and what not.
it was just so comfortable with her, i felt as if i never left st nicks four years ago.
im so thankful to have her in my life, someone whom i can tell absolutely anything to, someone whom will never judge me, because even though shes not part of my everyday life anymore, shes still one of those few people who already know me inside and out.
its truly hard to find such friends in nj, and possibly in one's entire life.
cant wait to see her again =)

and i really have to thank kim for yesterday.
as of yesterday morning, my 1500 word essay's word count stood at zero. i was in a real panic actually, as i didnt even have a title and i had absolutely no idea what to write about plus i had to finish the essay that night.
i dragged kim to national library with me, and then i realised they didnt have any books about music so we had to head to the esplanade.
kims a life saver. having such a fantastic writer aiding me was a real help. she flipped through tons and tons of books with me, and helped me draft out an outline for my essay.

what kind of friend would give up a whole entire day of study time to help another friend with her essay?

and no, kim's not one of my best friends either.
shes more like my favourite friend, we enjoy each others company sooo much.
we have the same interests - music and art.
both of us go crazy just talking about them, frequently playing the piano in school together or showing each other our artworks.
if i were to choose someone with a similar personality, ill pick kim.
according to her, we have the same 'deer in the headlight' personality, whatever that means.
we have the same dreams as well, both of us hope to study overseas in the same range of courses.
and we already have plans to start our own arty farty business, something to do with promotion of the arts.
shes pretty hard to describe, too unique, having too much of her own style, but whatever the case, shes another one of those friends that i know will last a lifetime.

so indeed, my day which started out screwed up didnt turn out to be so bad afterall.

today, i count my blessings that come in the form of friends.
and i am truly blessed.
for those that i named are but just a few.
there are still the floorballers, my classmates, my aep mates, and so many other people in my life that i am thankful for.
and so i am.

truly blessed.


i actually feel that studying for SATS is kinda fun.
its just MCQs.
and most of it is english. one of my favourite subjects.
and some brainless math questions.
so as compared to A levels, SATS is soooo much more fun.

i finished watching Gossip Girl. =) in four days. in between SATS mugging breaks.

there are so many random people who add me on msn i dont know whos who its so confusing. i feel bad when i dont add, but those that i add i cant remember who they are, even after they talk to me for the fifth time. so embarrassing. moral of the story: dont add me if i dont know you on msn. (unless of course, you are hot, cute, exceptionally talented, awesome, absolutely brilliant etc =) )

I NEEDA GO SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGG. ASAP.
hello. its the annual great singapore sale and i havent even gone out once. not even ONCE.
myphosis has this new pink and white collection its soooo pretty!! i wanna go see.
and i saw this odd looking dress that i really liked! guess what. i cant remember where i saw it.

SOMEONE PLEEEASE GO SHOPPING WITH MEE!!!

study date with munyee this weekend. havent seen her in ten million years.
movie watching cum phototaking cum study date with kim next week!! excited.
unconfirmed class bbq party at my house!! whoots.

and on top of all that, this june,
i needa finish math tys,
study econs like mad,
study geog, the faint-able amount of memorising,
and do ART. gosh. i havent done it for a week and i start feeling panicky already.

oh oh oh. and theres training. when everyone else issnt training, training takes up 99.999% of my life. (okay maybe i exaggerate a little)
not that i dont love it =)

its a wonder how im always so busy during the holidays, ALL holidays, and also throughout the rest of the year.